I've been thinking a lot lately about a post I wrote the other week. It was about an ethical dilemma I had in regards to a particular assignment. In short, I turned down a job because I couldn't reconcile my feelings about the client's product. You can see the original post HERE. I wrote about making a decision to turn down a good paying job and how that decision was difficult for me. The thing is, I keep coming back to the idea of "choice." I can't stop thinking about that concept. It's given me the opportunity to reflect on a number of aspects of my life and career that I would like to share here.
I am lucky that I have the opportunity to put my personal feelings before business from time to time. I am lucky that I even have a choice to say "no." Not everyone has that option and there are times throughout the past several years where I would not have been in a position to turn down work. People all over the world struggle to make ends meet on a daily basis. Not everyone has a choice.
Sometimes you have to do whatever job comes along in order to buy groceries or make rent. I've worked all kinds of jobs over the years in order to become a photographer. I've been electrocuted on an assembly line. I've stuck my entire arm into a vat of liquid cow shit. I've hauled fireworks all over the northeast and mid-atlantic. I've worked in a coffee shop, a garden center, photo labs, ski resorts, a climbing gym, camper manufacturer, tractor dealership and all sorts of under the table landscaping and construction jobs.
I come from a middle class family of small business owners that understand hard work. You learn how to work and how to make and save money. I've been given all the tools necessary to succeed as a photographer and to create the lifestyle that I desire. I have a loving family who has supported me and given me the ability to take risks. I am lucky and I want to say how grateful I am for the opportunities I have had over the years. I am thankful that the opportunity to say "no" is occasionally available to me.
I hope that I continue to be fortunate and that I can make the right decisions for me, my family and my professional life. I am grateful for all that I have and hope that everyone reading this has the opportunity to say no from time to time. Be thankful for what you have, work hard and enjoy life.